i knowww i've been a bit boring for the past few months and have neglected my little page here, but i DO have a good reason.
turns out, physics degrees are REALLY REALLY DIFFICULT.
my timetable is appalling - it barely leaves me with any time to do the necessary things like shop and shower, let alone do artwork.
i do hate that about uni, and am now wishing i'd done an arts subject. theyyyy have plenty of time to do anything they want. *sigh*
i have done another commission - a portrait for a friend of mine. however, i can't put it up, because it was of her teenage daughter and her daughter's friend, and i don't really want to put portraits up if people don't want me to do so.
i do have another couple of commissions to do, both dogs - a westie and a lab/collie cross.
the picture of the westie is not the best, so i'll have to make up a couple of details, but the lab/collie cross is such a beautiful dog and excellent picture and i'm really looking forward to drawing it.
well, if i ever get the time.

arghhhh, sometimes i really hate uni. it's like i'm stuck here, doing a degree i don't really want or enjoy for reasons which i can't really put my finger on. i'm pretty far away from my friends, my family, and my boyfriend. sometimes i can't think of any positive things about being here. especially in this accommodation - horrible, disgusting place. the kitchen is NEVER clean - i'm surprised no has had food poisoning yet.
sometimes i think that going to uni was a huge mistake. maybe i'd be much happier now if i hadn't gone and had just stayed at home and got a job. at least that way, i'd actually have time to do some artwork.
i do wish i could just be an artist. it would make me so happy if i could make a career out of it. but i know that's not very likely... especially as there's nothing really unique about my stuff. i can just draw well, that's all. i don't do 'edgy' stuff like chop up animals or make daring political statements. i just like to draw things. i guess there's no place in the world of modern art for someone like me.
i can't really see a way out...
i suppose i don't have a choice - stay here, and wade my way through this degree. i can be happy afterwards.

the only reason i write this here is because i don't think many people i actually know in real life are on here...
eh... i'll go and do a gentle bit of zelda art for a while.